I am so grateful for the struggles I faced over the last year because they taught me the art of perseverance and how to be resilient. I was humbled before God and those closest to me as the year went on. In my weakest moments, people supported me whom I never thought would ever be there. I am not a proud person, but when I found myself in situations that I never would have thought possible, I was on my knees praying for guidance, strength, and help – to which all, I received. I was humbled beyond recognition and for that I am grateful. Life can be a lonely path, and sometimes it felt like I was alone – but my people (family and friends) showed up for me in ways I could never have imagined, and for that, I am grateful. Thank you, 2018.
I’m so grateful for the broken heart because it taught me to love. It taught me how to cherish those closest to me and never to give up on such a beautiful emotion shared between two people. What I realized in my despair and in my moments of recovery is that a man should be privileged to be in my presence because I am love. I am so precious that those who get to experience all I am, are truly blessed beyond words. I am a prized possession. You taught me that. Thank you for walking away. I am a beautiful gift to those open to receive all I have. And that is something I forgot for a moment but was reminded of when you dismissed me. I am the purest form of love and am working of great love. Thank you, 2018.
I’m grateful for the fake friends because you taught me the true meaning of friendship. You taught me to be careful about those I let into my circle and those I keep close. You showed me what snakes can look like and though you tried to derail me, I write today that you did not succeed. You gave me the fuel I needed to be stronger. You showed me that I need to be careful and keep those that lift me up in my tribe. Thank you, 2018.
I’m grateful for the doubters. You gave me the power and motivation I needed. It was because of you and the fact that you wanted to see me fail that I did not. It was your lack of faith in me that kept me going; not to show you up but to show myself that I could and did. I overcame the most trying time all in the midst of building a dream. You gave me ammunition and for that I’m grateful. Thank you, 2018.
What felt like an insurmountable race, today I cross the finish line with a grateful heart. The course was hard, but I stayed and saw it through. When I wanted to jump off or stop midway, I did not because there was no turning back. 2018 you challenged me and as I write this closing chapter with less than two hours until 2019, I am happy to be revel in these last moments with a grateful heart. Until next year … XO
What did 2018 teach you or show you? What do you hope for in 2019?
... S. xo